a Spore

Face to face with mine own insufficiency
I grasp with mine own impossibility.
To ever know an unburdened core
Yet for freedom it would be a spore.
I am not strong enough to overpower myself.
The clenching throb of spinal lacing
Unpredictable body aching
I simply ask for a respite, for a ban.
Embracing, Facing these spots- I am a Man.